Well I used to not be much of a superstitious girl but......triskaidekaphobia (fear of the number 13; my third grade teacher would be so surprised that I actually have found a use for that word) is setting in. It has been two months since there was any movement on the list. Though I woke up today full of hope my good mood is fading fast.
Monday, August 10, 2009
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Sheesh. I just can't believe how long it's been.
(sigh)
It is soo hard. Some days I can barely feel the excitement of being so close because I've gotten really good at suppressing my feelings for fear of disappointment. The ability to do this is ruining what should be a very exciting time for me and my family.
Then..... I have days where I am sooo excited I could just pee my pants!!!!!
Any day now baby there's gonna be mass amounts of birthing in Korea. Any day. Love you!
Yeah that is the hard part right there. I don't wish for any woman to experience what our little one's birth mother will experience. But without that happening we will never get our little girl. AGHHHHH this complicated emotional roller coaster!
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